AN APPARENT DEFINITION OF WAVERING
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sleeping alone we’ve grown skinny moonlight without the moon
the lid of the rice pot rattles strands of hair on the blue rug
in the murky hot dawn awoken by a toenail
while the receipt prints she fingers a button on her sweater
a patch on the street where the streetlight’s out the sound of moths
leafless vines entwined in the unraveling barbed wire
everyone has at least one intelligent thing to say he says
on the window sill the tea bag steams slivers of glass you missed
above the bowl of apples a mosquito slow from the blood
the orange moon forgotten the heater creaks behind the couch
one light on at the laundromat a blue towel left on a dryer
at the lip of the storm drain tiny weeds with yellow blooms
in the margins a brief unveiling of skin the priority of conveyance
inside the buildings the heat of the day a bright crescent moon
pieces of bark in the shadow of the tree still covered with frost
he explains how acne is sexy on pregnant women
in the parking lot she notices the two notes stuck to my door
driver’s seat a few pine cones that came through the open window
upside down on the tables chairs their legs dull and nicked
a wasp tapping the glass bitten once an apple on the shelf
the flower so full it’s torn itself loose from the branch
all the clocks in the boxes say it’s ten after ten
having stolen the mystery they walk a few paces apart
Valentine’s Day I try to leave before the conversation
your movements on my periphery a jacaranda smell
where the print was on the wall the shadows of four push pins
in the white line freshly painted on the road a red wrapper
I resolve to live as an ugly man the broccoli is on sale
on the cement porch two dead plants in identical pots
can’t say yes and I can’t say no faintly the frogs in late winter
my body made of accordions no sun but a little blue
hours after you’ve gone I’m still arguing with you and the moon
the breakfast special missing a few letters not quite spring
getting wet in the rain a man in a wheelchair describes a knife fight
twilight it looks like a fish this morning’s paper wrapped in plastic
red leaves of April gestures the body permits lapses it does not
blown in from the patio a couple of spent wooden matches
nobody has swallowed the infinity pill and forfeits a plum
the old women who dye their hair talk to the ones who don’t
in that dress you convince me there is no justice in the world
the moth in the corner of my eye light bouncing off your bracelet
in the shade of the courtyard the plums have yet to bud
where the seasons blur a weakness for knee-high socks
the hand that always aches talking to a girl about long division
above the layer of sudden mist a flag in a spotlight
still winter a tiny fly hovers in front of the mirror
she says immersed in grasshopper casing all day a fitful rain
trailing from the dumpster a spool of kite string moss in the shadows
lit briefly by headlights a tree at the edge of the woods
coming apart in the rain on the porch an ad for women’s clothes
give me more vagina I thought the soup can said
yellowing the mist the last of the elm leaves on the sidewalk
spring rain the homeless man offers me a cookie from his pocket
at some point the music stopped cuts on my hand slow to heal
an automated message from the library it cheers me up
the sky a different color in each of the windows a bruised apple
the extra day in the year I count my change for potatoes
stuck in discarded gum a whirling seed pod wet with rain
separately we leave the pond in my pocket your peanuts
roots wrapped in burlap a tree tilted on the sidewalk
waking in the dark after afternoon lovemaking
every block the same cat missing on a telephone pole
the brief headlights pick up the staples in the telephone pole
on the frayed carpet a scrap of gold foil the smell of lemons
a fly flies out of the refrigerator at dawn street sweepers
full moon entangled on the bank of the creek a white plastic bag
rain blows on the mirror a broken blood vessel in my eye
neon across the highway on the embankment a paper cup
a headline declares the war goes badly red umbrellas closed up
a driver stops and opens the door and drops a leaf on the road
which part of me gets which part of you suddenly it’s spring
Mexican restaurant the smell of Pinesol one sheet of the sports page
a house made up of extra furniture on the warm breeze pesticide
the day on which you become someone else it’s hot by noon
for no reason the candle becomes brighter the smell of water
a dark hollow of blackberry the glint of glass streams of fog
painted white but it leaves a shadow the staple in the wall
the crowded cafe I read the same article I did yesterday
on the phone we grow silent I’m standing on my rain soaked shirt
avoiding definitions we stroke the tender leaves of the maple
rings of sunlight on the water parted by rocks a bottle upside down
habit keeps the horror from the body a thousand geese take flight
date flesh on her breath she whispers in my ear about the sprinklers
in the shower with a hangover and the first crane fly of spring
the sort of blue paper these things are written on a fly left behind
mud caked gloves on the sidewalk in a house a flute being played
under the bridge the last of the day’s heat the sound of the creek
a love letter to the butterfly gods with strategic misspellings
on the slat of the blinds slightly askew a still spotted bug
in the space between the cushions someone’s stuffed a striped tie
hands ice cold I walk among the flowering cherry trees
the block up ahead covered by the shadow of a cloud
spring evening leaning over the edge of the bridge a shopping cart
on the trunk of the white Cadillac in a wax cup half a soda
its view obstructed by blossoms the room a little darker
lonely at midnight I light some incense eat a little rice
a box of old photos the same note you wrote me every year
April Fool’s Day he tells me his grandmother is dying
splayed on the pavement a book of matches without their book
dusk moonrise the mayflies carried upstream by the breeze
almost midnight people waiting for the bus face different directions
mottled dusk something you said breaks off and floats away
the light burned out one mailbox open with keys dangling
a weed in bloom where the fence’s torn back the links gleam
all the ceiling fans moving at different speeds
a wave of jasmine the click of sparrow feet on concrete
appearing on both sides of the windshield a yellow spider
eggs and chocolate for dinner I write a letter I’ll never send
on the dull wooden floor a red sock wrapped around itself
where the graffiti was a shiny spot on the bench a witch’s moon
aluminum mail boxes a tree sheds its petals in the breeze
a crow with a broken wing in the sewer a trickle
she walks around the bar once talking on the phone then leaves
gravel road a pool of rain water ringed with tiny petals
in the fresh grass a tea bag spotted with rain
something falls in the empty house a pencil smelling of your perfume
lit with sun a sparse march rain bicycles tangled in the grass
under your skink an apparent definition of wavering
you’ve come by to drink my wine and seduce me with insults
we know it’s a planet the evening star sets in the rising mist
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